I just simply love you. ♥
5:53 AM , Sunday, March 13, 2011
Ohyeah, H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S! Urgh, holidays are not for the SYF groups this year. :( Have to go back to school for three days. And all three days so longggg~ But i pity the other more. Longer and more days. :) Hehhe, so, must thank God that I need not go back to school for many days. :) Hais, a Earthquake hit Japan, and a massive tsunami occured. Affected many countries. :( Shall pray for Japan. And then somemore, yesterday a minor nuclear exploded. Lucky not the whole thing, if not Japan gone. Thanks God. A lot of people said that it is gonna be the end of the world. I doesn't want so fast. I had many things have yet accomplished. Same as others. Even I want to see how God look like and how heaven look like, but that doesn't mean I want it now. I want it when I am done with everything with the help of God, before I go back home. If it is really gonna be end of the world, I want to do: -Let papa and mama go to church, let them believe in God. -Etc.That's the only thing that is very important to me now, other than my results. I want them to believe in God. Let them know that with Him, they can do alot of things with faith, confidence and strength from the Holy Spirit through God. Today went to Pasir Ris Park to cycle. Even though I don't know how to cycle, at least I learnt. :D Made a slight improvement. Better than nothing.♥ But then Honghui jie's toe's nail came out. All thanks to the stupid stone at there. Made jie jie's nail came out. But I think she went to crazy already. She said that it is not really pain. I see already, I am so worried and scared. And yet, she told me that it is not really painful. Siao already. Woah, I carried her. Wah, she not really that light lehx. But she my jie, so I must do as a part of mei. :D ♥ Oh yeah, how great. You actually told me that you gonna wait for her till Secondary 4. Woah. So, what am I suppose to do men? Even though you are my kor, I sometimes that you are REALLY my kor. Because I know if you are REALLY my kor, I will not fall for you. I don't even understand myself why would I fall you. But I know God had made this step in my plan. So, there must be a reason behind it. And, next saturday is your birthday, I want to call Jiawei and the whole class to sing birthday song to you. But I just have the feeling that this happy occasion will turn out something bad. So, I don't even know what am I suppose to do. I hate it whenever I am always giving more than I received. Ohyeah, you told me that you will always be there for me. And yeah, really. You are really there for me, whenever I need someone. And I told my everything, but I just couldn't get it why you cannot do the same even I told you there I will be there for you. Aiyah, I just seriously don't know what the hell wrong with me. Why I will react this way. And yeah, I know you will never like me, because all of the while you had been treating me like your meimei only. You always though that I like Amos. Ohyeah, I don't like him. I like you. Get it? I like you. But I will NEVER tell you. I don't want just because of my silly mistakes, and we can't even be friends. Yeah, when you like that girl, you will treat differently from every girl. But you don't do that to me. So, I know that you will never like me. Zhao bu dao ming zhong zhu,
Ding zai yi qi de na ge ren. ♥
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