HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:
Went visiting, seriously, is so awkward. Other people could keep going to other places for visiting, and yet i just went to one place to bai nian. Gosh. :(


Girl lanuage. Taken from connie's blog

• When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
• When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
• When I ignore you, give me your attention.
• When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
• When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
• When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
• If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
• When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.
  
  

I am not gonna like you, and don't want to like you. Because i know if i like you, i will never have you.

I want a boyfriend who will care me, love me, adding colors in my life, always being there for me, giving me freedom, protecting me. I want this kind of boyfriend. I do have one in the past, not now anymore. I want him back. Which will never happen anymore. Boy, seriously, i do not how to cherish you, till you are really gone from my side. Gosh, why does this thing always happen on me? You, him, he. Who am i suppose to choose from? I hate it whenever i ever thought about it. He ; I know i will never have him, and he will never like me.

Him ; He like me, but he didn't ask for stead or anything. I don't know what i am suppose to do. ):

You ; I don't even know you still like me a not. I love the way how we are together. If we could start new, i am not gonna like the past, not talking to you. I want you back with me. But asking myself, does i really like you now? I don't know. I don't even know what i am thinking. Seriously.