Specially dedicated to you :

I know that even thought you cant see until this message , but i still wanna dedicate to you .
I love you , even thought i cant love you and i know you will never love me .

Ever since the day we met each other , i dunno what's God had planned a head for us . But den now i think i know what God had planned . He had planned making me thinking that you like me , which isn't true at all . But den i hope one day you will love me just like i love you . Even thought we both dunno each other well , but den it seem i fall in love with you . I miss you . I misses your smile , which could make my day . I hope we one day could be couple , holding my hand , telling our friends , "this is my girlf . " But den it that gonna happen ? I dun think so uhs ?
But den i really hope one day will happen . I am waiting for you , Harris .

I love you . But den you do not know that . I love you , but den you do not love me , not even a like . Den what for saying hi and doing all the things at the first place ? It is because you're making a fool of me or you just flirty ? It that so , i am sorry . I can't help , but to love you . Ever since , the time we saw each other at basketball court . Are you trying to make a fool of me ? Am i so easy to be fooled ? If you just wanna make friend , why dont you just come up straight to me and say i want to make friends with you ? Is that so hard for you ? If you had said that , i wont be in this state today . I had a feeling , we wont be the same anymore . We will be back into strangers again . Just like before you said hi to me .

My friends told me that you like me . But den after you said you dun like me , they still saying maybe is fake . What a joke . Till today , i am stilling giving myself hope , that one day you will love me . It is silly for me to cry over you when you dunno , isn't that foolish of me ? But den i think so , because of you . I cant even concentrate on my studies . Why ? Why ? Why ? Why do you have to appear in my life at this moment ? I hate you ! But den i still love you . <3

Why dont we just be the same ? Just like before we even know each other , before you even say hi to me . Why don't we ? Isn't that better ?