Okay, today I will spam quotes from #ohteenquotes :D

Somewhere between the laughs and tears, the happiness and pain, the good and bad, I fell in love with you.

If kisses were water, I'd give you the ocean. If hugs were leaves, I'd give you a forest. If love were space, I'd give you a galaxy.

Life is not just about surviving the storm. It's about learning to dance in the rain even when things are pouring down around you.

If you only knew how much I think about you.

I wish I could teach your heart to love me the way I do.

Sometimes you need some pain and heartaches to see what matters most in your life.

No matter what you are going through remember God is there fighting the battle with you, every step of the way.

If two past lovers can remain friends, it’s either that they are still in love or never were.

The above quote just exactly describe both of us. So, are we still in love?

Ohyeah, H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S!
Urgh, holidays are not for the SYF groups this year. :( Have to go back to school for three days. And all three days so longggg~ But i pity the other more. Longer and more days. :) Hehhe, so, must thank God that I need not go back to school for many days. :)

Hais, a Earthquake hit Japan, and a massive tsunami occured. Affected many countries. :( Shall pray for Japan. And then somemore, yesterday a minor nuclear exploded. Lucky not the whole thing, if not Japan gone. Thanks God. A lot of people said that it is gonna be the end of the world. I doesn't want so fast. I had many things have yet accomplished. Same as others. Even I want to see how God look like and how heaven look like, but that doesn't mean I want it now. I want it when I am done with everything with the help of God, before I go back home.

If it is really gonna be end of the world, I want to do:
-Let papa and mama go to church, let them believe in God.
-Etc.
That's the only thing that is very important to me now, other than my results. I want them to believe in God. Let them know that with Him, they can do alot of things with faith, confidence and strength from the Holy Spirit through God.

Today went to Pasir Ris Park to cycle. Even though I don't know how to cycle, at least I learnt. :D Made a slight improvement. Better than nothing.♥ But then Honghui jie's toe's nail came out. All thanks to the stupid stone at there. Made jie jie's nail came out. But I think she went to crazy already. She said that it is not really pain. I see already, I am so worried and scared. And yet, she told me that it is not really painful. Siao already. Woah, I carried her. Wah, she not really that light lehx. But she my jie, so I must do as a part of mei. :D ♥

Oh yeah, how great. You actually told me that you gonna wait for her till Secondary 4. Woah. So, what am I suppose to do men? Even though you are my kor, I sometimes that you are REALLY my kor. Because I know if you are REALLY my kor, I will not fall for you. I don't even understand myself why would I fall you. But I know God had made this step in my plan. So, there must be a reason behind it. And, next saturday is your birthday, I want to call Jiawei and the whole class to sing birthday song to you. But I just have the feeling that this happy occasion will turn out something bad. So, I don't even know what am I suppose to do. I hate it whenever I am always giving more than I received. Ohyeah, you told me that you will always be there for me. And yeah, really. You are really there for me, whenever I need someone. And I told my everything, but I just couldn't get it why you cannot do the same even I told you there I will be there for you. Aiyah, I just seriously don't know what the hell wrong with me. Why I will react this way. And yeah, I know you will never like me, because all of the while you had been treating me like your meimei only. You always though that I like Amos. Ohyeah, I don't like him. I like you. Get it? I like you. But I will NEVER tell you. I don't want just because of my silly mistakes, and we can't even be friends. Yeah, when you like that girl, you will treat differently from every girl. But you don't do that to me. So, I know that you will never like me.

Zhao bu dao ming zhong zhu,
Ding zai yi qi de na ge ren. ♥

Sometimes, I every wonder what if i wasn't born, how things will become.

Yeah, few more days to common test. Sian. Still need to stay back after school somemore and in the hall do the test! Wah, scare sia. ;( Got to buck up. Lalala. Seriously, i felt that i am SENSITIVE, JEALOUSY AND AFRAID OF BEING ALONE.

Hais, it is a long story.
Sensitive ; Nowadays, Trilly had been with Jona. But it seem that Jona tell her lots of things, but she don't even tell me. I felt left out. But today, Trilly was okay. And also, i felt that i had been giving more than I received. Because of Jeff. Yeah, him. I fall for him more and more everyday. When he is someone, i am there for him. When he is sad, i cheer him up. But, I don't know how to explain. It seems that he doesn't even care, even though he know that i had beeen there for him. How I wish one day, he could make me a special girl in his heart, other than a siblings to him.

Jealously ; I know that Trilly had a lot of friends, but whenever she talk to someone else and leave me alone, i will felt left out. URGH. I HATE THIS. I DON'T WANT TO BE SUCH A JEALOUSY FRIEND. I DON'T WANT. SERIOUSLY, I DON'T WANT. BECAUSE I KNOW IF I DO, I WILL HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS.

Afraid of being alone ; I told Jeff that Trilly had been neglecting me nowadays, he said I still have him. But today he pangseh me. I DON'T KNOW WHY I HAVE BEEN ACTING UP LIKE THIS FEW DAYS. :( He pangseh me, other people pangseh. Seriously, what's the point of being like a true friend to me, when you guys are leaving me?

Hey people, you not me. You can't understand me, unless you have been in the same situation as me and also unless you are God. So, don't even say you understand, when you don't even know why I am like this. I have putting a smile infront of everyone, when they don't know there is sadness behind it. Just like now, I am smsing people, putting a smiley, trying to act like I am happy. But they don't even know that I am actually sad.

And also, today went to tuition. Because we have dinner at there what. Then I went late, so they are suppose to keep a packet of rice for me. What the. My close friend didn't even mention my name when they found out an extra packet of rice. Okay, when I found out, I was calm. But after I came home, I realized that it is actually hurted me. Letting me know that I have no true friend at all. Yeah, people being there for me, no matter what happend. But that isn't true friend.

Hais, this was happend to me this fews days. And I felt this way. I want a person who really know what is happening inside of me and God know all these that are happening inside me. I love God. Satan, don't ever think of taking of my dear God Father away from me. :D

Gosh, one week more to common tests. :( shit it larh. My work had slacken like shit lo.
Urgh. I hate it. I have to buck up man. Or else I die. :(
JIAYOU, ARIEL. YOU CAN DO IT DE. :D !
School is okay, but today happened something, which I think maybe i am too sensitive le or what. But I am not gonna elaborate it.

Hais, shall have a short post better than nothing.